Multi Temporal Analysis

I’m trying hard not to count the days. They decrease in correspondence to time. Gees. *put the hands inside pockets*

It is funny how we use time to measure moment. On what scale should we weight them? Hmm, let’s say, from October till February, it’s been 5 months of closeness. Do you consider it as long? I’ve had a serious relationship for more than striking 5 years, would you dare to compare? What about the intention of one one-night-stand? A night that leaves stain in your memories, not only for the occurring time, but forever.

Quoting from Star Trek, even forever could be only an extent of a blink of eyes.

Are there any other parameters to scale the moment? Could it be the moment itself?

Let’s give moderate rank for badminton and ice skating session. Probably also for a walk in the park and christmas present hunting. Hmm, swimming has always been my favorite activity, so let’s give it slightly a higher scale, and a more less when it turned down. A cheap talk at the end of the lunch break deserves the same. On the contrary, bicycling time with a boom box gets a good rank but nothing more. So, where does the Oscar go to?

*drum rolls*

I suppose we hand it to countless cups of tea at the edge of the night.

Surprisingly, the happiness crawls in when we do… nothing.

Instead of using time, activity, and cost to measure this, why don’t we use contentment, breath-taking scenes and simply companion?

An alternative way to model temporal analysis - waeeeeeeeeee.... :P

Instant Happiness

Ok, confession. Yesterday I was completely drunk. And it feels… horrible.

Yuck.

Ok, another confession, I’m a newcomer in this business. How can I say, I love them when we were together for only a year? Probably it is too early to judge things.

Ok, another confession, I was stupid enough to force my self to help a friend in his thesis and play badminton while I was drunk. Nothing good came out of it, for sure.

So, after the badminton session I sat quietly on the bench and gaze into the wire fence field boundary.

“What is it?”

“Nothing,” I stared at him a little then continue gazing at the wires.

“What is it?”

“Nothing.”

Nothing. I feel empty. Betrayad. I wanted to be alone.

I’ve been a truly big fan because they gave me such a boost of energy on weekends. Enough energy to feel instant happiness and dance around all night. And after that the exhausting feeling put me into a deep sleep and take away the guilty feeling of waking up late in the next morning. And this time they just sucked away my energy and gave a terrible headache all day. What a big liar.

I shrugged. Okay, I will take this as a time to stop a while. Sometimes in life, you just have to do that. Catch a breath, hold my self not to jump into experiences and just observe more. I want happiness, infinitely and eternally, not a fake instant one in a price of six packs.

Guess I will just stay away from things like this.

At least, until the weekend comes ;)

Happiness comes from the heart. And it is priceless - my own wisdom ass